..is not what it used to be uni is swallowing my life in little bites During the first 2 weeks I thought, "maybe I just need more time to adapt" "maybe I'm just over reacting and being whiney" But I don't think it's just me anymore I think it actually is UNI that is sucking the fun out of life Uni changes people - I'm so easily provoked now After a stressful day of uni, I come home. If anyone bugs me, I will lash out at them I never used to be like this. The only major thing that's changed in my life, is that I've started uni. So deductive reasoning: uni is making me into a freaking MONSTER I have something due every week from week 5 :( I'm sick of catching buses and trains I always just want to sleep once I get home, but a nagging voice in my head says "you have _____ due tomorrow, as well as ______ readings to do, and activity ____ to do for _____" With my head filled this CRAP, there is no social life. What happened to the work life balance? Uni has become the ONLY thing in my life, so now it's just the "work uni balance" Today, I ran into a hornsby graduate in the library. I just felt so comforted by her presence because her and I have something in common, something that I'm confident about, something that I'm familiar with. I miss hornsby so much I miss my friends and I haven't seen them in so long. Part of it is my fault because I say "I don't have time" (which is complete crap because you're supposed to "make" time), but part of it is also because I hardly travel to the city, like, never. But sometimes I think that they're lack of contact as well, somewhat indicates that they're fine without me and fine without seeing me. Some days I'll think that that's not true and I'm just crazy talking, but some days I think its true. SEE! SEE WHAT UNI'S DOING TO ME T_______T rant to me about school so I feel somewhat better about myself please T_T |