I think I'm starting to like hanging out at local places rather than going all out clubbing in the city

local places have that more closed intimate atmosphere I think.. but too bad no one lives local to ME.. we could've totally hung out at the bull n bush every weekend haha

Anyway, so lately haven't been upto much. My one and only semester exam is on Thursday and I don't think I've left too much study to the last minute. Because there's only one exam for me, it's made me think "hey, uni is pretty cruisey" but no.. next semester is going to be hell with mid sem exams and vivas.. ALL on top of the usualy hand in assignments :( Badass me, I haven't responded to my placement email yet. To be honest, I don't want to go on placement. Even though it's compulsory, it's the next step of responsibility as a future health professional. Eurgh, responsibility it's a word that haunts me. Like, sure I can hold responsibility for myself, but holding responsibility for another living human being?! That's so heavy and it's too much for me. Hopefully I'll overcome this hunch and I'll be able to confidently take care of another person....... hopefully..........

So my exam finishes on Thursday. After the exam, I have to rush off to work, til 9 pm then afterwards possibly dinner and drinks at strathfield for john and christina's 18th :) Then Friday, working again then rush home and get ready for UNIFEST omg I'm so excited :)) love clubbing at the cross and it's seediness <3 Then get home somehow or crash at jess's house. Then Saturday night is Flo's 18th party at her house. Leaving that at about 9 pm to go clubbing for aimee and susan's birthday at verandah bar then probably crash at someone's house. Then massive hang over on sunday. I swear, this line up is fantastic - there's no better way to welcome end of semester break! But I am quite low on money.. well, not low on money, but low on money that I can actually spend. I don't particularly want to touch my funds towards my future mazda 3. And I bet you're thinking "why is Kiera saving up for a car when she can't even drive..." and to be honest, I don't know either LOL... But having long term goals like this is really good becaues its like, a higher purpose to work towards :))

So yes... end of semester break.. I want to do stuff. I'm currently on a regime to slimming down (which is very slowly happening), I want to get my navel pierced with Rez, I want to read lots of books, and watch a lot of classic movies, I want to learn accoustic guitar, I want to do volunteer work, I want another job omg so many things I want to do! 

I guess this whole "I want to do more stuff" is a result of one time when I was shopping at parra with my mum. I was looking in the mirror and I just looked so run down. Not only appearance wise, but just my face looked so tired and worn out. And I thought "whoa, why do I look like this when I'm not even doing much?" It made me realise I'm spending my time so unwisely. I sleep too much. Like way too much. Even though apparently at our age we're supposed to be sleeping crazy amounts, but I think I exceed those crazy amounts. I used to be able to survive on minimal sleep i.e. 2, 3 hours a night, but now I need 8 hours plus. EXTREME. 

So yes, I'm going to change myself :) Sleep less, exercise more, eat better, work more, improve my quality as a human being, socialise more (I realised I have minimal friends.. well, not really, it's just they're all pre-occupied with their own things and relationships and what not) and become a better and nicer person :)

ahahah this sounds like a new years resolution.... but I guess this can be mine because I didn't really have one this year.. oh wait, yes I did. It was along the lines of "work hard, play hard", but I guess the above is a more detailed structure of "work hard, play hard" haha.

Anyway, my blog is so dead and the only way to revive it is with more blogs of the new me :))

wish me luck kiddies! 

<3